STAY SPICY

Bailey. California. 15.

I’m so tired of being so sad. I haven’t felt like myself in so long, and I want to so badly but I won’t know when I do because I don’t remember what it feels like to be happy and okay. Everything good that I’ve had us gone because of how sad I am. I don’t know why I’m sad and I don’t want to be sad anymore. I can’t let go of the things that make me sad because they were once the only things making me happy. I’m just so stuck.

extrasad:

i really wanna kiss you and be cute with you and fall asleep in your arms and go on stupid dates but i also sort of want to light you on fire and throw myself into traffic so idk

(via crystallized-teardrops)

child's therapist:your child has a mental disorder
parent:i'm supportive, understanding, and loving. i will do all i can to help my child.
child:i can't do this because my disorder makes it very hard.
parent:you're lazy
parent:you're immature
parent:get over it it's not that big of a deal
parent:grow up
child:i'm insulted and i think your comments are abusive
parent:i've done nothing but support you with this!!!!

Actually sad again now and have time to think about it so I’m back on tumblr yaaaaaay….. not really.